At first I thought I'm crazy for counting down to my liitle one's birthday. I mean I "killed" her. Its my fault she never got to live life. I truly hope one day ill be strong enough to forgive myself. I feel like I'm not worthy of forgiveness. During my pregnancy I would cry myself to sleep and till this day two years later I still cry gallons of tears. Chastity, that's her name. She would turn two in July.. ;(posted in our comments boxes on May 20, 2012 8:03 PM